Day by day it’s lost on me
How every day I’m supposed to be the same
When I feel so many different ways
My months ran dry then blurred away
For all you know I burn through most my days
& ya think that’s doin’ okay
It’s okay
Who needs friends now anyway?
Now, all I know are love rabbit holes
With a hand-me-down heart that once stood to unfold
& shoulder off the cold
Relapse, retract the tactics only
Temporarily conferral me straight
Like a twist of someone else’s fate
All the same, I feel distant with every turning day
& when I wavered in
Cloaked in thickest skin you were laid in wait
& when I did confess
It was only to press what made me lay awake
What else could I say?
Well, the aftermath subtracts what I could
Add to ticking time taxing away
When I didn’t know the weight
& the Everlong song stuck in my head
Effervescent long has passed its stay
& got dragged in 17 different ways
Ricocheted off every bedroom interface
& when I wavered in
Cloaked in thickest skin you were laid in wait
& when I did confess
It was only to press what made me lay awake
What else could I say?
Now a long time gone, you’ve gone away
Looming In & out of fashion, out of pace
& I’m thinkin’ of runnin’ away
I’m ashamed of my own reactionary ways
& when I wavered in
Cloaked in thickest skin you were laid in wait
& when I did confess
It was only to press what made me lay awake
What else could I say?
What else could I say?
What else could I say?
There’s a first time for everything
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